sick of this

Filed under Life, Rants

I’m fucking sick of feeling like some of my close friends only talk to me when they have no one else to talk to. Are you so insensitive to the point that you don’t understand that I’m needy? Are you so insensitive that you can’t even tell that I’m angry? I’m not the type of person who expresses my emotion openly, but is it so fucking hard to understand? I always feel like I’m giving way more than I should to any friendship.

5 Comments

  1. Posted May 6, 2008 at 10:52 am | Permalink

    *hugs* Sometimes, people just don’t understand others. I get that a lot, and I end up sinking deeper into my ’shell’.

    From young I know that I’m not cut out for having best friends. They always leave me, one way or another, be it my uncontrollable temper and unforgiving nature or their own attitudes.

  2. Posted May 6, 2008 at 11:00 am | Permalink

    aww, thanks (: I guess I’m opposite of you, since I’ve never thought of myself not fit to have a best friend, but rather people don’t really fulfill my needs, I guess. I’M NEEDY AND NEED SOMEONE TO LOVE ME XDXD

  3. Posted May 6, 2008 at 1:51 pm | Permalink

    I totally feel the same.. well.. sometimes..
    But I do think that someone like that, will come.. sometime!
    But before that, i’m stuck on myself with sometimes someone who cares..

    Really well spoken! (:

  4. Krazim
    Posted May 6, 2008 at 7:39 pm | Permalink

    I don’t like those kinds of people. I don’t call them friends at all when they’re like, “You’re the only one here/online, so I just wanted to talk.” That’s probably why I stopped instant messenging for awhile. I’m completely ignored by these people until I’m like the “only one” there. WTF? // This is what I think about friendship, the same when I told my “twin” this - friends are there for each other. They are there to listen. They are there to help. Mostly, they’re there ’cause they were loved by their friends. The rest? I call them “school buddies” or “online acquaintances” until they can prove to me that they’re friends.

  5. Posted May 8, 2008 at 10:07 am | Permalink

    Krazim & Marloes - *hugs*

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