I’ve been looking at Dreams, Passing Traveler, and Blessed Child (my old websites) through The Wayback Machine. Reading my old blog entries and site updates just brings back so much memories. For example, to quote from my blog post from October 21, 2004:
- “I’m so messed up right now; I want everything about me to be perfect, but you know, it’s just not possible. Sometime I can’t sleep because oh I did so bad on a test, I don’t know the materials…It’s just hard being in my school where there are tons of smart people with straight A’s and 100 percents that I know I can never beat. But for some reason I never give up, and by that I am just putting myself in a cage, doing the same cycle everyday: get up, go to school, study, sleep. I mean doesn’t life suppose to have some excitment in it?”